hi there...it's one lazy sunday for me today...yesterday's kayaking session was one big flop..That TURBO kayak was getting on my nerves! OK, blame it on my poor skills but hey, I had one less practice session than the rest! I was terribly inconfident of myself yesterday too. I can't believe that i said I hate kayaking just from that session alonem when all the while I had liked it and thought it was the best thing of OAC....anyway...I somehow forgot how to do all my strokes in that stupid turbo and made a fool out of myself..when we went for that 'mini-expedition' of some sort, I was (as expected) lagging behind the rest. Damn did I feel so damn bad, pissed and demoralized! And that StuPid teacher actually realised that I was crying! And he juz decided to give up on me like that!!!! ok...maybe not that bad..but he sort of showed me some kind of I CMI(C-cannot, M-make, I-it) attitude. Pissed Pissed and Pissed! But coming back to reality, I think I better go OAC room these few days to pratice the strokes la...otherwise I think my money will go down the drain...and I cannot let that happen considering how broke I already am...seriously.
Well..fortunately my cheecks are not as red as yesterday..haha..the good thing about yesterday is that there were so many hunks to look at at the KLSSC...haha...the dragon boating pple were all super seh (Macho)! Six packs and tanned...wah...hrmm..wonder if LiteBulB has The big SIX..okok..*ouCh*..I just hit myself..muz remind myself not to become too much like SoME pple, esp. like KG..eeyer....
Hrm...PRomos are coming real soon..I have gotta buck up..I want my As...ok...at least Bs? So muz study hard...sigh...but I seem to feel so tired everyday...then there's stupid PW! AnD so much things to plan for OAC....*inhales hard*...anyway..why do I find my life somewhat uncontrolled recently? It's as if I 'm just allowing myself to live for the day..Right now..my greatest wish is to know what the hell in going on during lectures and to be able to complete my tutorials...the rest...I guess we'll just leave it to fate..or GOd.
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I walk this planet not alone,
Coz I have Daddy in the sky to hold my hand ;
I can't see Him from down here,
But i would like to know that He's always there .
And no matter how tough this life may be,
I know that home is ultimately not here;
It doesn't matter how much knowledge or fame or wealth I have accumulated,
It doesnt count as the Golden ticket to heaven.
I walk this planet for just a moment,
But I want to make this moment count.
So here I rejoice, I reminiscence,
I ramble, I rant, I revolt;
But please forgive any shortcomings in character,
For I'm merely,
just passer-by on this earth.
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