Monday, February 14, 2005

Friendship day/Valentine's day...Sigh....

Aww....should I write about the happy stuff or the sad stuff? Happy stuff: totally enjoyed my swimming lesson today..haha..seems that my stamina is improving!or rather..my speed....heez..another happy thing was that we could wear our home clothes today...hrm..oh and we spent Gp listening to mrs ho's life experiences in relationships...my is she truthful n open abt it! HRmmm.....eye candy was all around today...heez...but...who cares? This is starting to get boring and sick all at the same time....heh...whatever.

Sad stuff? Bio test! The horror of not studying thoroughly and getting a qs that requires u to actually use ur brain and think and not just regurgitate every single word onto your answer script!!! WOW!! Marvellous Job done by the BiO dept!!! GREAT.
THink this tests gonna be another flop. Whatever.

Damn. i got so many mozzie bites! Hope that none of them are from the ades mozzie. The construction of the tower has led to a community of mozzies feeling ever so comfy there while having a feast on human blood every now and then.We must get RiD of theM! Time to waGe the MozzIe war!!! ( mozzie=mosquito * just in case u were wonderin*)

OK. I admit. I'm becoming vulgar!! Oh please forgive me! I must not allow myself to dwindle into the depths of "a serious lack of vocabulary words"! Whatever.

Lalala...if u ask me...my life now in OAC....couldn't have been better. YEah right. Somehow...she's just fake..one moment she's nice and chummy ( obviously fakingit..only when she's in the mood to look at u) the next..she' sticking on the rest like a leech..and giving u that chilly, sharp shoulder n speaking to u in that condescending tone. I can't seem to understand! What's her problem?I try to practice self-control as much as I can...well...but as u can see..I'm exploding here! I just feel like walking off..so many times! I think evern the teachers think little of me. I'm not to be messed with!I'm NOT to be made use of! I'm not some stupid puppet or shoe polisher at ur dispense!U don't use me as the last resort! Argh! this is so totally degrading! WHY WHY WHY?!! I think sooner or later I'm gonna end up in a mental hospital...and suffer from the condition whereby one moment u are laughing like a lunatic( literally), the next, u are crying like the whole world has crashed down on you( also literally)...whatEVER!!!

Can I be more positive about myself? That's a good question which apparently...can never be answered, at the very least, at the moment.

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