Perhaps it's time that I write somthing different as I realise that my past entries have been sounding so depressing. Perhaps things are not as bad as they seem. Perhaps it's just all my imaginings. Perhaps I was focusing too much on my feelings and not on the facts. The feelings are sadness, worthlessness unworthiness and inferiority. But the facts are: I am a precious child of God, God loves me just as I am, I am special in His sight and I live to please Him and not anyone else!

I love the song Faithful God. In it it says:
" I serve a God who is faithful and true,
I will hide,
In the shelter of your wings;
For I find my rest,
In your faithfullness.."
Indeed, God has been faithful. He has seen me through my difficult times as a young teenager battling an eating disorder, He has seen my family through times of financial crisis, and most recently, He has been my great time planner and organizer as he helps me plan my time properly, considering me being quite flop at time management.

I know I will overcome eventually. Not by my own strength. But by God's.