WAR

Ephesians 6:12

For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.

Lord I know I have failed you. A million times. So many times when I fail you, its like you had died on the cross for me in vain. But Lord, I want to believe that You are MIGHTY to SAVE. Lord, you DID NOT die in vain. You have already paid for ALL my sins. And trampled on every evil plan under your feet! You were tempted in every way and yet remained faithful to your Father and righteous. Lord I want to be like You. Lord, I don't care how long or how many times I have fallen, but Lord, I just know that only You can save me. I need deliverance from You. Lord, be quick to save me from this insanity. I have fallen so deeply into the trench that if I were to go any deeper, I would really suffocate and die. Lord, reach down with your mighty and merciful hand to lift me up from my circumstances. Lord, empower me with the will and courage to flee from all things that do not honour you.

Lord, you said that I would be a strong anchor in your word. I would not drift. Yes Lord, I do not want to drift.

Hebrews 2:1 -Warning to Pay Attention

1We must pay more careful attention, therefore, to what we have heard, so that we do not drift away.

The more the enemy tries to pull me away from you, the more I would fight back. I would not surrender to anyone else but You. Lord, Lord, won't you wipe away these guilty stains? My head hurts just to be thinking about my fallings everyday. Lord, help me to just listen and hunger for You. Lord, I want to be Holy just as you are. Lord, because I know I love you, I want to honour You. So Lord, I ask that may You send your angels to protect me and your Holy spirit to take captive of my thoughts. For He that is in me is greater than he that is in the world. Lord if i were to feel tempted, give me your shield of faith that I may extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one.Lord if I were to lose my direction, I would not fret because in Psalm 23 I know that:

1 You are my shepherd, therefore, I shall not be in want, - You care for me and provide for all my needs

2 You make me lie down in green pastures,
and lead me beside quiet waters,- You give me rest and peace

3 You restore my soul. - You make me whole
and guide me in paths of righteousness
for Your name's sake.- You make me walk in Your truths so that I honour you

4 Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death, - even though I am challenged with destructive thoughts everyday
I will fear no evil, - I will be brave
for You are with me; - Because You are with me
Your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.- You guide me and protect me

5 You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies. - My enemies will have no hold over me
You anoint my head with oil; - You give me your spirit
my cup overflows.- that ensures that I will live the abundant life that You promised

6 Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life, - Your Blessings and favour and love pursues me
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever. - And I will be with You my Father forever

And I will trust in You with all My heart and lean not on my own understanding. In All my ways to acknowledge you for you will make my paths straight. I know that you know the plans you have for me, plans to prosper me and not to harm me. Plans to give me a hope and a future. Lord, I want to love and honour you WHOLEHEARTEDLY! With all my HEart Soul Mind and Strength! Lord, enable me to hang in there for You. I know You love me and I want to live to the day that Your plans for me have been fulfilled! I will FIGHT ON!