Dreams to reality

The future
what lies in it?
That picture seemingly distant
what would it turn out to be like?

It would be nice
to have on the square hat
and the A on the slip of paper
it would be even better
if i had that ticket to financial freedom called
'A Job'
to have the assurance that
I was on par
Or above that
of everyone else

but there lies the fault
the picture
something's missing
something's not right
Like an empty dream
because
You are not inside

I wish that I had things easier
that i could have things go my way
without the effort
without the struggle
Perhaps
You wanted to teach me
that it's ok not to be perfect
that it's ok to feel stupid
that it's ok to lose out to the world
that it's when I can choose
to trust in Your power
to be made perfect
in my weakness
And find my victory in You.

So in this new picture
of the future
I will know that because
You are in it
Whatever happens
will happen just the way
You imagined
And it will be
A 'Reality'.