YIkEs! I think I getting a haemmorage!! My agony cannot be over by today...this sets me bawling!! I can't watch shark tale tmr!! BooHoohoo!! I sick in the hub now. My mind has been boggled by PW for the past few days! I 've been going to school also because of PW for the past few days!!!!!!And what rubbish has come out of the teachers darned assesment of me??!!! " I shoulod have been more committed"! This is Bull!!! I have been trying so hard to be interested in the project. I can't finish my work because I can't seem to let other matters stop bugging me!!!!! DUmBDumBer Dumberer! There's a meeting today.
BawD. So damn BoRED! Should I even be present? I don't know whta I'm doing anymore! I'm on a road of self destruction.t's like I'm just waiting for the day when I just break down and die. And I won't want anyone to know that when the time comes. Just let me die in peace. Currently these are the things that I have to do:
1) Get myself out of home
2) Send mum to the mental hospital or seek some counselling for her
3) Get myself a life
4) Run away to Tahiti or some ulu island. Walk, run or swim.....
5) Altenatively, shave off all my hair and sit under a tree..I don't know what tree...no, I'm not thinking of becoming a monk, I'm thinking of sitting there until my hair outgrows my body length , then I can gather all my hair and use it to hang myself. That's called recycling. Save the Myelin Fibres.
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
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