Breakaway........

" Trying hard to reach out
But when i tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here,
But something's just so wrong here
So I 'd pray
I could breakaway...."

I feel that the words so aptly describe my present feelings now. Well, I feel so much like escaping everything..whatever mess that I had gotten myself into. I wish I could untangle the knots in my life...Big and small. But sometimes, I guess it's truly difficult to regain whatever you have lost. I realise I have set my life on a sombre tone for the past few entries so much so that I got a message from a gd friend expressing her concern...Thanks so much LanE...Well..realise that somehow, you receive concern from the least expected corners of your life...while those whom you felt could be your pillars of support in your time of need..were just not there.

Tmr is a day which I'm hoping I would not dread. Tmr is a day of judgement. For my team. I pray hard that everything goes smoothly...God please take care of those with old injuries..grant us fine weather and good spirits...thank you and Amen....but i believe that we will emerge stronger after tomorrow. The day after tmr will mark a new beginning for us, hopefully...

For now..I shall-

"...spread my wings, and learn how to fly;
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky;
I'm gonna,
Make a wish,
Take a chance,
Make a change,
And breakaway..."

Adieu...