Realm of the Human mind

My mind.
It's boggled.
Clouded.
So many things.

The human mind is tricky.
Emotions-
deftly unpredictable.

I fight to control them.
Prevent myself from falling apart,
Or advancing too much.

Yea...Its been a long time since I actually discussed about my feelings literally over here...or wrote in a line no longer than 8 words or so. Recently, the A level results were out and there I was in the hall, to catch all the excitement or so I thought. Strangely, I was sort of inspired by their performance in the exams. Seeing so many names appearing on the big screen on stage made me dream that some day one year down the road, my name would be up there too. Yet, at the same time, I could feel the impending levels of stress and pressure to do as well as them. I have to believe in myself, a whole lot, and put in effort, an even greater lot, to excel. The principal gave a talk today. She told of how it was smarter to drop a subject and get 3As rather than hold stubbornly on to 4 and get BCDs...that kindda made me waver in my stand. Was I doing the right thing? taking four subjects? Was there a reason why I knew I was taking each subject? Or was I taking it for the sake of taking? Seriously, I can't really imagine how those pple who didn't do well in prelims get all their As and Bs eventually. How I admire them! Oh well..

Hrm...been doing lotsa messaging recently. Think I'm gonna suffer from some hand muscle dysfunction soon. What with the rigid and awkward position that ur wrist is in whenever you press those sickening rubber keys. argh. How I wish that those bright-minded pple out there would invent a touch keypad...it'll be so easy and much more faster when typing a message! Hrmm...haha....I must really get my mind off the phone man. I don't want to be suffering from sms addiction! Argh. The irony of technology. it improves our lives, but at the same time, if used in excess, may cause serious damage and harm to our physio- and psychological being.

Hrm..that';s about all for now...it's my Tee-Vee time! tata!