Hrmm...The weather's been getting real humid recently, I perspire in less than a few minutes and YET the air seems drier too! How odd! I've been drinking lots of water recently too...so much that I have to visit the loo at regular intervals!!! Hrm... this could also be a symptom of diabetes!!! Feeling thirsty and yet going to the toilet so often!! Brr....
Oh..and my meals suck recently..been having lotsa dairy products-yoghurts, cheese, milk-and i think I'm gonna balloon in no time.Ok..I hope it doesn't happen. Guess I have to step up on my work outs! EEee.....
haha...guess what? I was so fortunate today to have missed assembly! Because if i were to be there, Mrs Christmas would be there to remind me " Rachael, where's your tie? Now, you must wear it today..." Haha...I was in the OAC rm and the radio was turned on, hrm..so I guess I didn't hear the bell ring and by the time I got out, the SC person was already shouting the command..haha...too bad...
hRm....it's been so long since I last talked about the mundane stuff....so so long since I reflected upon the events of each day to such detail. Realised that I've always been in such an amotional mood when typing my entries. I must stop this bad abit. 'else people would start dreading to read my blog...ok...who reads it anyway for crying out loud. But anyway, I still feel that I should be more cheerful..haha...looK on the bright side.
Recently, I don't know why, But seeing the people around me becoming so hardworking is really unnerving me and I definitely do not like to feel that way..I know that I can do much better if I just focus more, procrastinate less and STOP being DISTRACTED!!! I really feel like gouging my eyes out and throwing my stupid handphone into the toilet bowl and just flush it down so that I'll stop SMSING! It's ALL IN THE MIND i guess.......
As much as I dread certain things right now, I know I have to hold on and be strong. GOd's presence in mylife is never diminishing, I guess it's only me that is withdrawing from Him.
The music in my head is getting muffled. I no longer seem to feel anything. It just seems like a noise distraction. TO FREE ME TEMPORARILY FROM MY GUILT AND TROUBLES.
When will all this end?
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I walk this planet not alone,
Coz I have Daddy in the sky to hold my hand ;
I can't see Him from down here,
But i would like to know that He's always there .
And no matter how tough this life may be,
I know that home is ultimately not here;
It doesn't matter how much knowledge or fame or wealth I have accumulated,
It doesnt count as the Golden ticket to heaven.
I walk this planet for just a moment,
But I want to make this moment count.
So here I rejoice, I reminiscence,
I ramble, I rant, I revolt;
But please forgive any shortcomings in character,
For I'm merely,
just passer-by on this earth.
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"For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."
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