Reloution

The past three dyas has been a big roller-coaster ride for me, filled with many fears and alot more tears. guess it has all boiled down to one simple realisation for me...That I truly need God and that God is indeed great, mighty and full of love for His children.

There are many things that we do not understand in life. Sometimes, a problem just seems to be unsolvable. You are pushed to ur desperate limit and simply feel like giving everything up. So much so that when others try to help you, U will tend to reject their help because U just think that everything is lost and you have simply lost all faith. Yet, I realise that nothing is lost unless you give yourself and others a chance. Openness and level-headed negotiations should always be around. During open and direct sessions to sort out your conflicts, one should never allow one's own emotions to get the better of him. Both sides should try as best to talk without flaring up or breaking down. Otherwise, efforts to solve the problem would be futile. Perhaps, it will then be neccessary for a third party to come in to make a neutral stand on the whole situation and try to sort things out in a clear and open mind.

I'm really very thankful to the seniors for being so patient and helpful with us. It's really remarkable that they are able to see through the whole situation and cast light onto the root of the problem. I would not have been able to evaluate the whole situation so clearly.I think God really answered my prayer on thursday night. That night, I lied down in the open and looked up into the nightsky. I cried out to God for help...all I could mutter was " God please help me...God please help me..." And the next day, not only did I realise that He helped me....if I wanted my problems to be solved...I should not only seek His help, but also, try to help myself.

" Amazing grace,
How sweet the sound;
That saved a wretch like me.

When I was lost,
But now, am found.
Was blind, but now I see."