HMM..today wasn't that bad afterall...I woke up feeling this horrible excruciating pain in my stomach..must have been the tuna or kaya from yesterday..the thought of both fish and coconut mixing together in my stomach is gross, I know. Ok..so I went to school late eventually..haha..it was kindda enjoyable to wake up at 6 plus...on a weekday!! that's like one hour's more of rest!SHUAnG!!!
Oh well..nothing very eventful today...Damn..I think I'm not getting sufficient exercise...I can feel the skirt of mine getting tighter...eeK! FatS! Oh well, then again, why should I bother? No one notices me anyway...I'm just a small little insignificant creature on this planet...but who cares? I'm all the world to God!! Whee!!
Anyway, after talking to MiN2 over the phone yesterday, I felt so much better about myself, and the events that were going on around me...I realise that I have to learn to seek strength from God...and have the courage to find Him on my own for He has said " Return to me...and I will return to you"... So, as usual, before I went for activity today, I smsed a prayer into my phone to God...ok, this may sound kindda stupid, but, it just served as a reminder to me that God is always here for me, in my brightest and darkest moments! HalleluJah! :)
OH well...hmm..guess I should stop day dreaming too much. Haha....although there's this desire to feel loved alot deep down...by someone special...haha...but..no such person will ever exist I guess...I think I scare pple away...oh well...hrmm...perhaps...it's fated that my life will revolve only ard girls? Hmm..not too bad either..haha...at least I can understand them better:)
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