~~~darkness falls~~~

Not a human anymore.
Devoid of emotions.
Devoid of thoughts.

Not a good girl anymore.
Absence of respect.
Absence of filial piety.

Not a cool kid anymore.
No longer sporty.
No longer beautiful.

Where lies the fundamental desire of the human soul?
Is it in love?
Is it in money?
Is it in fame and popularity?

Faith.
Hope.
Love.
And the greatest of this is--
LOVE.

Is it?
I don't seem to see it anywhere within my reach.

Self-imposed hatred.
External ridicule.
Despise.
Condescending.
I am, but a pure cynic.

No one's true in this world.
All's but a crafty facade.

Masks.
I doubt life can ever be sustained
In a sensible manner
without it on.
It would be chaotic.

Where lies my purpose in this drab and dreary world?

Everything just seems to be dissolving.
I'm losing my grip on my life.
Why is this so?

God.
Where are You?
WHERE ARE YOU?

Please.
Help.
Rescue this dying soul.
Come in haste.
Quick.
Lest my heart grows cold.

Help.
Help me.
Somebody.
There is, NOBODY.