ROck. Refuge. Strength.

Hrm...I really hope to give this blog a face lift..but the little time I have doesn't seem to permit me to do so...I promise I shall do so once all my major exams are over, and that will be like,WAY much much later in late november!

Hrmm...I was quite proud of myself that I slept for only FIFTEEN minutes yesterday night. But, technically, I did sleep in the afternoonm so I slept more than that. Oh well, but it was simply thrilling to not feel like sleeping at all and feel all hyped up to be getting involved with normal distributions and NMR priciples...Ok..I'm beginning to sound like a geek.

Anyway, I guess this only happens once in a blue moon.

I have a new aim for the next few months of my Life and that is to:
1) Study as hard as I can and try to love whatever I'm doing as much as I can
2) KeeP Fit, overcOme the 'BIG' barrier and celebrate in JulY...hopefully* prays hard*
3) Be haPpy
4) Be very happy everyday!
( Oh, and I want to go on an SMS fast!!!! no sms for a month...I think I'll just collapse...*gulps* NoNO...no negative thoughts before I even embark on my self-imposed abstinence...)

Hrmm..and guess what. I'm burnt. Sun burnt. No Big deaL i guess. It is a big deal! I walk around school practically looking like a steamed crab/lobster. And the thought that I'll be transformed into a disgusting moulting creature in a few days time eeks me off. EEW. Ok. I shouldn't be disgusted at myself. My econs teacher was so cute today. She seemed to be so concerened that I was sunburnt and kept telling me to apply cream and vitamin E/A to my face...haha...so sweet...and the whole thing was simply quite hilarious! Ok..I guess i'll just have to walk across to the grocery store to get a tube of Vitamin E...before all the dry skin starts flaking off me uncontrollably and before I evolve into an ugly monster!

Haha...bear bear was so "thoughtful" today...she hinted to me that someone's competition was coming up and asked if i wanted to join her while she did her first aid duty...OK...I expressed interest but seriously, I have no qualifications as a first aider, and as much as I fantasize about rescuing my bai ma wang zi in distress...I think I'll make a fool out of myself more than anything else!!! So, It's better that I keep low...........OK, maybe I'll pretend to sneak in to the place for a peek......I'll see about that next week...hehe.

This week was supposed to seem like a hectic week. What with chem test, bio spa and maths test! Argh! Statistics are getting on my nerves. Sometimes, I enjoy doing the questions when they seem friendly to me, but the moment I do not get the answer to the question, I just freak out...yea...Must practise patience....I must....inhale....exhale.....(repeat).....

I just received news that a group of chirstian missionaries got blasted at myanmar while preaching the gosple...it's really sad to hear of it...why must this happen to good people? The message came to me via sms from a christian friend. It called on all christians to pray for the group. Somehow, I hesitated to clasp my hands and pray. I don't know why..But I believe that God will always take care of His people and never will forsake them in times of crisis....as,

"Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for You are with me.
Your Rod and Staff,
They comfort me".

I hope that the leader who is seriously injured will recover soon and continue to spread God's word with renewed strength and empowered faith. I hope to hear good news from the group soon....as for now...I pray for peace in my homeland and comfort for those in need. God bless all His children.:) SmiLeZ.