being a SIGNIFICANT existence.

God, please see me through the next week.
I don't want to live a life of mere survival.
What I'm doing now is just living each day as it comes, for the sake of it.
I'm not satisfied.
I don't want my life to be like this.
Teach me to live a life of significance.

I don't want to be a shadow when you have called me to be a light.
I don't want to be plain water when you have called me to be salt.
I do not want to stand at the sideline when you have called me to be at the frontline.
I do not want to stand and stare when you have empowered me to war and dare.

No one can understan.
But you.
It is indeed not easy to please men.
I want to quit.
Quit worrying that the decisions I make are wrong.
That things will not go I imagine it in an ideal world.

God.
Give me the faith to hold on to.
Give me the courage to take hold of the victory that I have over the world.
I don't care what others think.
I don't care what I think others will think.
I don't care if they think I'm crazy.
Who cares if they stare?
Who cares if they don't smile?
You care!
You smile at me!
This life.
Make it count for you!!!!!
RAHHHH!!!!!!