GREAT! I got my tution and Praise God for that! But why is it I still feel jittery, insecure, unsure, scared, and just, lousy? The kid is smart, stays near my house, is female, all perfect criteria. The only thing that isn't perfect, is perhaps me. Am I stressing out too much? GOD HELP!
I need to trust. I need God-confidence. I don't want to be too nice a tution teacher. I think I was too nice with her. Too much freedom. I should be stricter. Make the pace of lesson go faster. She was obviously bored to actually play with her hair while doing the exercise! Or maybe she was just vain. Who knows?
She was weak at reading scales...model drawing...YEah...model drawing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am going to get her at that! More model drawing!
Science and english is her favourite subject. I am going get more tough questions for her. Maybe some question from a secondary school assesment book! Muahaha....
Well, I forsee myself visiting popular and pouring over assessment books in the coming days.
Praying hard for the G2000 job too. I loitered around TM for quite a while before I finally mustered the courage to step into the shop and then after that, things just flowed smoothly..Haha..So now just waiting for the call.
Oh my mama.
I want to step into the year of abundance.
But mama
I'm terribly terrified!
Now I wish I could be a student my whole life.
STUdying is WAY easier and more relaxed!
Anyways, this verse really helped me today:
" Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid." John 14: 27
YEAH! God gives me his peace! I have no need to be afraid! RaCH Chin up!
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