If only I could..

If only I could turn back the clock.
If I had someone to help me earlier.
If I had turned to God then.
Would things have been different?
Perhaps I could have become like her...

She is a girl who loves God.
She prays and reads the bible everyday without fail.
She chooses to focus on God and not her circumstances.
She is a girl who loves her family.
She is a hardworking and highly motivated girl.
She has passion for her subject of study.
She is focused on her work and does her best in all.
She has big dreams-
She is a long-distance runner. She has tracked as many mountains as she could and took numerous photos.
She is daring. She is bold.

She walks with her head held high, never trying to hide any shame, but rather, displaying her confidence of the victory in Christ.
She is an inspiration and motivation for others:
She is able to help others that were once like her.
She entrusts her life to God 101%.
She prays and war for others.
She is never ashamed of herself for she believes that the Blood of Jesus has cleansed her.
She spreads the word with conviction, confidence and perseverance.
She does not need to pretend to be busy on the hp when she sees people that she ashamed to see. Usu. people who remind her of her failures. She can now walk past them and look them straight in the eye, and perhpas, finally, truly smile at them.
She enjoys every moment of her life.
She looks forward to everyday- because its a new day to discover God's plans for her and experience the abundant life that HE has given.
She is an extra-early bird because she believes in honoring the time of others.
She does not think of death, because she is filled with the life of the holy spirit.

I once knew her a long time ago. I can never rememeber when was the last time that I caught a glimpse of her. The innocent, humble, motivated and cheerful girl that she was. Will I ever see her again?