SIGH. Somehow i cant help but give in to my tiredness sometimes. Hey. I'm human afterall. I just had training this evening. It was not satisfactory.What's more, muddy shore made it worse. What with people having cut feet and broken slippers. Anyway, coach told us to try out short strokes today. No need to stretch out all the way. Each stroke had to be powerful though. DIP IN.
Seriously, it wasn't as easy as he demo-ed it. I had a hard time trying to get used to doing the short stroke. Somehow, I think today I sort of lacked strength. It was more exasperating when you had two people correcting you. One from in front and one from the back. I know that it's for my own good. Who doesnt want to get it right.My heart and mind tells me one thing. My body tells me another. And this affects my mind and everything just goes haywire.It's really going to be a long way down the road before I ever get things right. TWIST TWIST TWiST. And I gotta learn how to remind myself constantly that im not rowing alone! Im in a team! I should laern how to draw strength from the team!
SIGH. I really do sound like I'm being absolutely consumed by db huh?
SIGH. WOrse still. Im so stress that im eating bread as i write this entry. HeLP
I think I really need to become a baby again. Do deep breathing exercises to relieve the anxiety.
And also, to just be eating and sleeping like I always do in my cot in the past. heheh. oinK.
But i guess. The day wasnt that bad. I managed to study one chapter of my SSS. Haha.Intertidal habitats. I simply adore the velcro craB!it practically uses anything to decorate itself. Acts like a nice camouflage. hehe. Looks kindda silly but i guess it's actually intelligent in a way.
I end this entry with one thought, which has some association with DB. hee.
No matter how hard you have to breathe just to overcome life's obstacles, just BreaTHE IT THROUGH. U'll find that it isnt that bad afterall.
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